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Jamboody
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Posted: 11/22/2004 4:34:38 AM     Post subject: Oh those crazy otherkin!  

Being the total rat-bastard that I am, I took it upon myself to infiltrate a forum owned by Ebonlupus. www.packlands.com I had to stick my neck out and pretend to be batshit insane. Ebon bought it and I recieved access to his locked forums. Unfortunately he's starting to suspect something is up, because I just can't stoop low enough to agree to everything he says.

And now, for some threat excerpts!





Neutering Comment and Reply

Just thought I'd pass this along. Neutering.org actually generates much more positive replies than negative, amazingly enough... people are refreshed at the alternate view.


Nancy,

Thanks for your comments.

Many of those cancers you mention won't show up in neutered animals beacuse those parts have been hacked out. Humans get these problems too but humans don't sexually mutilate themselves as a preventative measure. Why, because, neutering once the disease has been detected can be used as an emergency solution... these cancers are rarely malignant and rarely spread from the affected organs. For mammary and prostate cancer I have shown preventative treatments... if you aren't too squeamish to perform them. Have you had yourself spayed to prevent all these very unlikely diseases in yourself... if not, how irresponsible of you.

My site does not seek to tell people that neutering is wrong for the irresponsible "pet" owner who just wants a servile plaything to show off and treat as a surrogate child to coo over. My website says that neutering is wrong for those of us who will take the time, make the effort, and assume the responsibility to be a true companion to our non-human friends and see to their needs as a whole being, as Nature intended them to be. Unlike most of humanity that relies on technology to cut and snip at things they don't understand because they think it makes life easier for themselves... and in the end only makes of our world a polluted greed-riddled hell.

My website is also a countermeasure to those who think every non-human that moves should be neutered and continually seek to subvert those of us who with to live natural lives, unmodified by human vanity and carelessness. My site makes the point that those of us who do not wish to butcher the gonads from our friends are responsible, nay, we are far more responsible because we choose to take care of the whole animal and not just what the butcher left out for us. We don't subscribe to the generation of unwanted pets any more than you do. We just work a lot harder to subvert it... because we don't force our friends to pay with their flesh... we pay with our involvement in thier lives.

You definitely need to think about other beings being what they were born to be and not just an easy solution to a problem and some pop-culture slogans spewed forth by game show hosts meant to guide mindless multitudes incapable of independent thought. Some of us are more capable than others.

Take care.


----- Original Message -----
From: "Nancy"
To: <ebon@neutering.org>
Sent: Friday, November 19, 2004 4:10 AM
Subject: Neutering.Org Contact: Your web site

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> Rating: -poor
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> Name: Nancy
> E-Mail: blakwatr@bellsouth.net
> Website: Not entered
> Subject: Your web site
> Message:
> I found it hard to read you web page. At first I actually thought it was
some sort of joke.
> Do you actually believe the thoughts and information on your site?
Spaying and neutering are the respondible pet owners duty. So many dogs and
cats (not to mention smaller pets) are killed every year in shelters.
> I also find it hillarious that you quote \"Murphy\'s Law\". That is a
reliable source....NOT
> You neglected to mention the health risk of unaltered dogs and cats.
> Cancer of the cervix increases
> Cancer of the testicals
> Pyro of the utereus
> Cancer of the mammary glad increases
> Cancer of the prostate increases
>
> You definelty need to re-think your philosphy
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Posted: Mon Sep 27, 2004 6:39 am Post subject:
*Ebon pads along silently for a long while lost in thought... images of the past float through his mind... then images of Aiya and what could be. Suddenly he stops and sits facing Aiya with his powerful haunches relaxed and somewhat spread... He wants her to see his gender... his heart is thrilled that she might know the urges stirring in his heart and between his thighs. Ebon's sheath is tight and there is pinkness glinting from it's opening. He gazes warmly toward the strong, beautiful bitch before him*

I was, for three Sols, the beta Dog of my pack. Well respected... well loved... the future alpha there was no doubt. My father was quite young when I was whelped... for I was elder son of his and mother's first brood. For three winters I challenged my father for mating right, but alas, he was a strong Wolf... with a couple years of experience behind paw and fang I had yet to overcome.

In short... last winter put a doubt in my heart that would ever overcome him... a doubt that I would even be a contender this winter, for one of my younger brothers was very agile and strong, and had nearly taken away my bata rank on a couple occasions. I didn't want to loose what I wanted most in my life... the feel of a bitch between my thighs and the lead of my own pack. I became impatient and filled with tension... anxieties... pictures in my mind that made me whimper under Luna's light. There is a kind of lonliness in being bata male few understand. So sometime last summer, while hunting, I wandered... and kept wandering... seeking my dream.

This land looks good, Bitch. I've not scented a mark in quite some while and there looks to be much prey-sign around. I have a part of my dream underpaw just now... I'm going to mark this land as my territory... and hope I am dog enough to defend it.

*gazes into Aiya's eyes through intense, yet somehow dreaming gold orbs, his pupils narrowing as amber flames consume them*

Would you care to be the Bitch that makes this Wolf's dream complete, Aiya?
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Posted: Mon Sep 27, 2004 2:32 pm Post subject:
Aiya sits before him and listens to his story, nodding occasionally. She allows her eyes travel over him...over his muscular shoulders, his broad chest, his powerful looking legs...then she stops. Her eyes rest upon his gender with interest...noticing the tip of pink that seemed to glisten in the sun. Her nostrals flare, scenting a hint of desire from him as her tail behinds to thump in the snow. Yes...he's very strong indeed...he would make the perfect...

The bitch returns her warm gaze to Ebon as he poses his question to her. Eyes widening slightly, she thinks quickly...had he chosen her? She knew the land was perfect already...filled with prey and perfect for a pack someday. And there was no question that this Dog would be able to defend his new land...and she vowed silently to help. Nobody would take that which was his...not if she could help it.

The wolfess finds her loyality and drive building quickly. After another moment of thinking, Aiya walks to him and lowers her head to his sex, sniffing at it lightly and licking gently...tasting what she wanted...what she was claiming silently as hers. Raising her head, she looks into his eyes...her gaze filled with warmth and respect for him "I would be proud...to be yours Ebon."

She nuzzles and licks under his muzzle, showing her respect for him. Slowly, she walks under his chin, rubbing her form against his and brushing her tail against his muzzle...allowing him to get close to her for a moment. She suddenly feels her heart leap with joy and jumps in front of him, tail wagging madly in excitement and playbowing. She wanted to romp with him...have fun for the first time in a long while...she wanted to be with him in so many ways...
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2004 9:17 pm Post subject:
*sighs* This is not an old attitude or 'sport.' People have never changed... they never will untill they're all fucking dead.
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Posted: Fri Sep 17, 2004 9:34 pm Post subject:
*growls and bristles, having nothing constructive to say* ..... Is it too much, too low, to drop to their level and torture them back?
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Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2004 12:09 am Post subject:
Jocarra, I don't think it would be too low. Just do something "constructive" with the torture, like feed them their own testicles. That way you get your revenge and help the rest of the world by throwing a little chlorine in their gene pool.
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Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2004 2:22 am Post subject:
*bristles and growls* Like some of the others...i'll keep my remarks to myself...
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Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2004 8:29 am Post subject:
Thunder wrote:
Jocarra, I don't think it would be too low. Just do something "constructive" with the torture, like feed them their own testicles. That way you get your revenge and help the rest of the world by throwing a little chlorine in their gene pool.


Hahaha... *snarls wickedly*
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 2:46 am Post subject:
*feels ill...too sick to the stomach to be truly angry yet*
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:32 pm Post subject:
That's kind of sickening... actually makes me queasy...
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:39 pm Post subject:
Actually... I'm guilty of torturing an animal and taking pleasure from it. It happened a long time ago, and I have not indulged myself since - that is why subjects like these touch me particularly deep. I know what it was like from the other side, but I also see the cruelty and grotesque nature behind it. I swear, it was almost like in the movies, when a guy kills another, and then looks in horror at his blood-covered hands... I never did it again.
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Thats enough for now.
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Quantum Coyote
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Posted: 11/22/2004 4:53:16 AM     Post subject:  

Wow, I think I'll invite these folks home to my folk's place for Christmas to hang out with the enite family, yay!
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Kadius
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Posted: 11/22/2004 6:02:27 AM     Post subject:  

Ebon bought it and I recieved access to his locked forums. Unfortunately he's starting to suspect something is up, because I just can't stoop low enough to agree to everything he says.

You do know Ebon is going to go on a witch hunt now, right? Good work though, I guess. Just shines more light on how pathetic and insane he is.

Actually... I'm guilty of torturing an animal and taking pleasure from it.
Me too! Did you know a roach can survive over two minutes in a microwave on high before meeting his explosive and steamy end? I wonder if worms scream when you put them on a hook.

Back to the topic at hand. The rp... fucking scares me. These are people sitting at their computer, rping as wolves having sex in a private forum. Am I the only one that sees how pitiful that is? Perhaps we need to send special operative Kimmaugh to infiltrate their base and destroy it from within!

*bristles and growls*
Hahaha... *snarls wickedly*
*growls and bristles, having nothing constructive to say*

I ARE SCARED RIGHT NOW.
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Posted: 11/22/2004 6:36:46 AM     Post subject:  

Dude, that's offically a new level of sad. So he got tricked. Maybe if he didn't feel like he should be ashamed of what he is/was doing he would have to be so pissy.
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Jamboody
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Posted: 11/22/2004 6:40:24 AM     Post subject:  

You do know Ebon is going to go on a witch hunt now, right? Good work though, I guess. Just shines more light on how pathetic and insane he is.


I'm aware that Ebon and his groupies LOVE a good witch hunt. I used a bulk e-mail account and a public computer for posting. I'm also using a generic account for this place too since I wouldn't be surprised if a member, or a friend of a member frequents CYD.

Shame. If he ever makes a rant about me my access will be blocked and I won't be able to read it :(

Here is my registration confirmation letter:

Woof, BLANK!

Your registration was successfull.
Your login: BLANK
Your password: BLANK

Chat start page:
http://packlands.com/woof/

*Nuzzles and wags*

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Good Journey,
Ebon Lupus


Kimmaugh wouldn't last 2 minutes on the forums. Ebon visits the forum nearly every hour!
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mouse
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Posted: 11/22/2004 7:48:52 AM     Post subject:  

Man I dont even feel like reading all of that.

Ebonlupus is one of those people thats so fucked up that its really not funny at all. The dude need to be institutionalized IMHO.


Also, correct me if I am wrong - Otherkin are mainly people who believe they are dragons or elves or some other fantasy-based creature \. As opposed to weres (theriopes or whatever the fuck they call themselves) and furries.

I wouldnt really consider Ebonlupus an 'otherkin'.

Does he say he is an otherkin ?
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Posted: 11/22/2004 9:39:57 AM     Post subject:  

I believe the term "Otherkin" has been sexual molested enough to mean pretty much any form of "I THINK I'M NOT WHAT I ACTUALLY AM!!!".
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Posted: 11/22/2004 5:25:04 PM     Post subject:  

Ebon visits the forum nearly every hour!

Some wolf he is. Shouldn't he be outside sinking his teeth into small fluffy animals and drinking their blood? I post in two forums. I think I visit CYD twice a day and the other about once a week. So that leads me to believe Ebon's life depends/revolves on his forums.
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ZenZhu
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Posted: 11/22/2004 7:21:53 PM     Post subject:  

Pffft... the really dumbassed thing is using something as knuckle-dragingly lame as a forum to RP when MIRC is just a free download. That's like bringing a plant mister to a super-soaker fight.

What's really funny is how they bitch about humanity, but they can't RP without anthropmorphising the animals they're playing with human traits, thoughts, etc. That's the continual irony of the anti-human ones like Ebon... they couldn't play out their little fantasies without projecting some of the characterstics of the species they claim to hate onto the ones they hold in higher esteem. Without projecting their thoughts and feelings as humans into their little wuffies... they can't play at being one. It's like trying to suggest the world would be better off without the color red, and then stating that purple is your favorite color (for the less artistically inclined, purple can't me made without red).

Some wolf he is. Shouldn't he be outside sinking his teeth into small fluffy animals and drinking their blood? I post in two forums. I think I visit CYD twice a day and the other about once a week. So that leads me to believe Ebon's life depends/revolves on his forums.

If you remember back to when he graced us hy00mans with his presence, he claims to have tried that for a while... but his frail little human body forced him back to the world of Mt. Dew and online role playing and air conditioning... much to his chagrin, I'm sure.
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Posted: 11/22/2004 7:25:42 PM     Post subject:  

Woof, BLANK!

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Chat start page:
http://packlands.com/woof/

*Nuzzles and wags*

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Good Journey,
Ebon Lupus


Kimmaugh wouldn't last 2 minutes on the forums. Ebon visits the forum nearly every hour!


That's okay. Officer *BLANK* is already there to bust the deviants!
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Posted: 11/22/2004 8:39:51 PM     Post subject:  


Ebon visits the forum nearly every hour!


That's explains why he is guano insane. Never sleeps.
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Posted: 11/22/2004 8:57:55 PM     Post subject:  

Some wolf he is. Shouldn't he be outside sinking his teeth into small fluffy animals and drinking their blood? I post in two forums. I think I visit CYD twice a day and the other about once a week. So that leads me to believe Ebon's life depends/revolves on his forums.

If you remember back to when he graced us hy00mans with his presence, he claims to have tried that for a while... but his frail little human body forced him back to the world of Mt. Dew and online role playing and air conditioning... much to his chagrin, I'm sure.


And it's debatable whether or not that's true. Because I'm sure that wolf pack was happy to let a (probably) naked man with a knife and gun just hang out with 'em. Sorta reminiscent of the guy who BSed about fucking his dog so he could fit in with dogfuckers and look like he had DEM DERE BALLS to rebel against the man's laws and do what doglusters talk about, but never do.
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ZenZhu
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Posted: 11/22/2004 9:15:38 PM     Post subject:  

Hence why I said he claimed to have done it. No way to substantiate those claims. Chances are if he did try it, he lasted about 10 minutes before the cold and damp got to his butt-naked body and he started missing his hot cocoa and Animal Planet.

Ebon: "MOOOOOOMMMMMM! I hate this house and I hate humanity. I'm gonna go live in the woods and commune with animals!"

Ebon's Mom: "That's nice dear. Have fun. Don't forget to visit once in a while. We'll leave scraps out on the porch for you."

<10 minutes pass>

Ebon: "MOOOOOMMMMM! I'M BAAAACK!"

Ebon's Mom: "Welcome back, dear. There's cocoa on the table for you, with those little marshmellows you like. You go watch your cartoon animal stories in the den and I'll bring you a peanut butter and jelly with the crusts cut off, just like you like."

It's all very Calvin & Hobbesish... but no fucking of stuffed tigers was involved.
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Posted: 11/22/2004 10:19:11 PM     Post subject:  

Dinna we laff at Ebon's antics plenty already, at This Old Thread .... =)

Remember, aerial wolf huntin' is bad, m'kay...

Real wolves don't make art either... =)
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Posted: 11/22/2004 10:29:43 PM     Post subject:  

Also, correct me if I am wrong - Otherkin are mainly people who believe they are dragons or elves or some other fantasy-based creature \. As opposed to weres (theriopes or whatever the fuck they call themselves) and furries.


My vague idea is that otherkin are people who believe that they have something other than a human soul.

Ebonlupus says he isn't an otherkin, but then again Ebon says a lot of things. He claims to have a soul of a wolf, but despite any misgivings he has about the term I'm still labeling him as an otherkin for convenience.

Ebonlupus claims that he started following the "Path of the Wolf" at 37. Only four years ago.

Is that when he started to make these stupid webpages?
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Posted: 11/22/2004 11:53:48 PM     Post subject:  

Ebonlupus claims that he started following the "Path of the Wolf" at 37. Only four years ago.
So for his mid-life crisis he decided to be a wolf instead of buying a sports car?
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Posted: 11/23/2004 12:36:49 AM     Post subject:  

So for his mid-life crisis he decided to be a wolf instead of buying a sports car?


Well, it's certainly cheaper to retreat to the Internet and start weaving delusions, than it is to buy a sports car...
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Posted: 11/23/2004 12:52:37 AM     Post subject:  

Well, it's certainly cheaper to retreat to the Internet and start weaving delusions, than it is to buy a sports car...


Bullshit. When you don't pay for the car, they just come and take it away... they don't come looking for you personally afterwards.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 1:14:53 AM     Post subject:  

I'm still trying to figure out how things like Ebonlupus can be real. There is no way someone can be the crazy, right? NO WAY! NO SIR NO SIR NO SIR NO. It's like dividing by zero.
:( :( :( :(
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Posted: 11/23/2004 1:26:32 AM     Post subject:  

I'm still trying to figure out how things like Ebonlupus can be real. There is no way someone can be the crazy, right? NO WAY! NO SIR NO SIR NO SIR NO. It's like dividing by zero.
:( :( :( :(


Believe it dude. I'd like to think he's a prank myself, but unfortunately nobody who's ever pulled pranks like this before (if anyone even HAS pulled a prank like this before) has been anywhere near a bad enough dude to snort out 10-20 lovingly-traced pics of non-humanoid/non-sentient wolves fucking and then create a site or two to contain said pics (plus we're not even taking his friends into account here).
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Posted: 11/23/2004 2:28:32 AM     Post subject:  

I'm seriously glad that he's unloved. I don't remember too much about him other seeing seeing one of his picture of some wolves fucking (and skullfucking) a dead human along with some stupid poetry. I can only wonder what he looks like in real life. i bet you he's not a wolf
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Posted: 11/23/2004 2:58:40 AM     Post subject:  

skullfucking a dead human along with some stupid poetry


You're fucking kidding me. Ebonlupus is the most mind-numbingly stupid, most misguidedly self-righteous furry I've ever seen. How the hell does someone so contradictory even fucking exist?
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Posted: 11/23/2004 3:02:33 AM     Post subject:  

skullfucking a dead human along with some stupid poetry


You're fucking kidding me. Ebonlupus is the most mind-numbingly stupid, most misguidedly self-righteous furry I've ever seen. How the hell does someone so contradictory even fucking exist?


Does Eboner here even really qualify as a furry? He's just... so much WORSE.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 3:10:03 AM     Post subject:  

Does Eboner here even really qualify as a furry? He's just... so much WORSE.


He qualifies, and indeed a prime example of how fucked up they really can be.

He qualifies.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 7:51:04 AM     Post subject:  


He qualifies, and indeed a prime example of how fucked up they really can be.

He qualifies.


Isn't he in the camp that most hardcore weres are in that the furry fandom is a travesty and should be destroyed, and that weres are the one true religion and representation of anthropomorphism?
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Posted: 11/23/2004 8:35:29 AM     Post subject: "Final Fantasy"  

Oh, it's old.

Beige wolf, good question. The whole premis of this picture is that the human wanted to be killed and eaten by the Wolves. He was sacrificing himself to them and found their attention arousing. The sensation of them tearing into his flesh excited him and as he died had an orgasm. The drawing is postured at the moment after this event.


A FUCKING PICTURE

FUCKING POETRY ABOUT IT
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Posted: 11/23/2004 9:32:09 AM     Post subject: Re: "Final Fantasy"  

Oh, it's old.

Beige wolf, good question. The whole premis of this picture is that the human wanted to be killed and eaten by the Wolves. He was sacrificing himself to them and found their attention arousing. The sensation of them tearing into his flesh excited him and as he died had an orgasm. The drawing is postured at the moment after this event.


A FUCKING PICTURE

FUCKING POETRY ABOUT IT


I think Ebonpoopus (PWNED) is the only furry that I truly, truly hate with a deep and abiding soul-wrenching hatred. But I do find it amusing how that one wolf seems to have quite daintily plucked the dead man's liver out with its jaws.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 3:47:42 PM     Post subject:  

Oh gawd... I want to click the link, but I don't.

AH CRAP! (a.k.a. I clicked it.) That....... that's not even "fantasy illustration" or something... that's straight out of Fangoria. This picture has dissolved all doubt for me that this guy is just insane. I'm not sure where the safety gate in his brain is that keeps him from drawing stuff like this to doing stuff like this to people, but I hope it stays in place.

I'd have to say Ebon qualifies as too insane to be furry. We've seen plenty of furries that decided they were "more in touch with their inner animal/nature" than the icky hy00mans as their form of a mid-life crisis. But at most they generally tend to just go flit around Renaissance faires with their puffy shirts or go to that... whatever it is... Feral or something.. the furry camp where the beardy guys go out in the woods and buttfuck with their fake ears and tail on for a weekend or something. While most of the mid-life Otherkin I've seen simply bitch about and/or feel superior to the human species, I've never really encountered many that fantasize about the entrail-dripping genocide of Mankind.... especially in such graphic detail.

What's really sad is... and forgive my armchair psychology here... but this seems to be so much self-hate directed outward. I can't say "Ebon does this and this, which studies have shown is a sign of self-loathing" or anything... but something just sets off the Spidey-sense in the back of the ol' bean that gives you the sense that this is his attempt at coping with all of the negative feelings he has about himself. From his previous visit here, he admitted his self-loathing himself. Of course, his own rationale for it is being "trapped" in a human body and being "painfully aware" of Man's indiscretions. But, what he shows of his thoughts and feelings demonstrate to me more and more that such reasons are merely window-dressing for some serious issues with himself. It really makes you feel sad for the guy... and then not, as you realize your pity would be squandered on him, anyway.

At any rate, I think this guy qualifies as too fucked up to be furry. He's just one of the ones that just happens to be bonkers in a way that relates to animals, so he's easily lost in the crowd among furries... sort of how Hannibal Lecter blended into the crowd at the end of Silence of the Lambs.

The thing that's ironic is that in his "enlightened" behavior, wherein he is so "painfully aware" of the shortcomings of Man, he tends to embody some of the very worst traits he claims to want to avoid.

Out of curiosity, I poked around online about clinical lycanthropy. This page on clinical lycanthropy had this to say:

Clinical lycanthropy is a psychiatric syndrome that involves a delusional belief that the affected person is, or has, transformed into an animal. It is named after the mythical condition of lycanthropy, a supernatural affliction in which people are said to physically shapeshift, usually transforming into a werewolf .

It is not directly connected to therianthropy, a spiritual belief.

Symptoms

Affected individuals report a delusional belief that they have transformed, or are in the process of transforming into another animal. It has been linked with the altered states of mind that accompany psychosis (the reality-bending mental state that typically involves delusions and hallucinations) with the transformation only seeming to happen in the mind and behaviour of the affected person.

A study1 on lycanthropy from the McLean Hospital reported on a series of cases and proposed some diagnostic criteria by which lycanthropy could be recognised:

*A patient reports in a moment of clarity or looking back he sometimes feels as an animal or has felt like one.

*A patient behaves in a manner that resembles animal behaviour, for example crying, grumbling or creeping.

According to these criteria, either a delusional belief in current or past transformation, or behaviour that suggests a person thinks of themselves as transformed, is considered evidence of clinical lycanthropy. The authors go on to note that although the condition seems to be an expression of psychosis there is no specific diagnosis of mental or neurological illness associated with its behavioural consequences.

Proposed mechanisms

Clinical lycanthropy is a rare condition and is largely considered to be an idiosyncratic expression of a psychotic-episode caused by another condition such schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, or clinical depression.


Judging by his behavior and all, clinical depression gets my vote, with bipolar disorder a close runner-up.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 3:51:19 PM     Post subject:  

Surgical operations on the nervous system are done by specialist neurosurgeons.


...they go in through your nose here... and let you keep... the bit of brain they take out.

Who's that big wuff? Who's the big puppy? Who's that, hmmm?
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Posted: 11/23/2004 3:55:22 PM     Post subject:  

Woops... the page had all of these links you could hover over for definitions and, when I cut and paste, every one of them was included in the text and I had to weed them out. Guess I missed a dandelion.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 3:55:56 PM     Post subject:  

From: olf (Mon Jun 7 21:01:20 2004)
I would have a raging leaking boner if wolves attacked me, too!



Good point, WTF is with that?!!?
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Posted: 11/23/2004 3:58:48 PM     Post subject:  

Yah... that he's sexually fetishizing the death and dismemberment involved in the act illustrates he has a few broken windows in his attic. In a HUGE leap of armchair psychology, I'd also dare say that that suggests he puts himself in the role of the victim.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 4:05:24 PM     Post subject:  

In a HUGE leap of armchair psychology, I'd also dare say that that suggests he puts himself in the role of the victim.


That is indeed one hell of a leap, considering that he's 'transcended this mortal coil' to become a fluffy asslicker who needs to go walkies. I think he views himself better than the feeelthy huuumans - christ, do you remember when he was around CYD and everything was a senseless anthropomorphics tirade, from tailwagging, to 'woofing' rather than speech? It's obvious that he finds solace in this retarded doggy-come-lately persona - to the point of no longer acknowledging that he is, in fact, a 40 year old fart living with his 70-80 year old parents, 500 metric tons, and incapable of holding down a job, or a real brush... thank goodness for photoshop flares!
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Posted: 11/23/2004 4:19:44 PM     Post subject:  

I tend to think that all of that is just smoke and mirrors he is using to cope with whatever feelings he has that makes him want to find orgasmic bliss in becoming food for wolves. The whole "I'm a wolf spirit and better than humans" thing gets pushed so much that it sounds like he continues to try and convince himself moreso than those around him. Everything he shows of himself leads me to feel like he would like to believe he is in the role of the wolves, but actually believes he deserves to be in the role of the human victim in that picture.... which would make sense if the culprit is clinical depression.

I'm not one to immediately embrace the idea of something supernatural being real... but neither am I one to dismiss it entirely, either. I try to remain open to what evidence shows. Like ghosts. I think it's entirely possible that psychic/psychological imprints can be left on a place. But, I have yet to see conclusive proof that such things truly exist. In this case, I won't say the idea of a "wolf spirit in a human body" is impossible, but it seems highly unlikely, especially with some of the predominant theories on reincarnation indicating that one soul does not cohesively transition from one life to the next, but rather some shreds of a person's essence mingle with that of others into the next life (hey... can we call it the Shikon Jewel theory without getting beat up?... I guess not). So, in many religions where reincarnation is the primary journey of the soul, it's really not a case of a "wolf spirit" or the spirit of Julius Caesar or Cleopatra being transferred to the next existance.... but, rather, ol' Ebon's essence would be comprised of the energies of many other people and creatures. Kind of like mixing paint.

Anyway, my vote is he's not an enlightened wolf spirit.. just a poor schmoe in need of some Zoloft.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 4:32:59 PM     Post subject: Re: "Final Fantasy"  

A FUCKING PICTURE

AIGH!

Eh, the "artist" has this deep and profound comment on the picture:
The whole premis of this picture is that the human wanted to be killed and eaten by the Wolves. He was sacrificing himself to them and found their attention arousing. The sensation of them tearing into his flesh excited him and as he died had an orgasm. The drawing is postured at the moment after this event.

To which someone sane replies:
How amusing. I honestly don't think I've ever heard of anyone being able to orgasm even if they WANTED to while they were being eaten alive. If you have the talent to draw so realistically, why don't you actually put it to use and draw something realistic in manner as well? As the disclaimer states, wolves don't skull-fuck or eat humans. So why draw such a thing? Or do you want to be eaten by a wolf too? (No pun intended)

Which gets this reply:
Bucko, Being eaten by a Wolf would be an honor.

I thought he wanted to be a wolf? Then again, he probably shifts between self-hatred (noble wolves, do me in, for I am a filthy hy00man!) and self-delusion (I have been accepted by a pack of wolves! We are brethren!) according to the hour of the day or something.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 4:39:13 PM     Post subject:  

"He was always such a quiet fellow. I wouldn't have dreamed he was killing the local folk and feeding them to his german shepard."

When he finally blows his brains out, let's feed him to a pack of poodles. That'd be an honor, right?

EDIT: Well, I tried a different avatar, but it just didn't express my inner bald chinese guy spirit. I am forever typecast.
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Posted: 11/23/2004 6:26:33 PM     Post subject:  

ZenZhu Wrote:
I tend to think that all of that is just smoke and mirrors he is using to cope with whatever feelings he has that makes him want to find orgasmic bliss in becoming food for wolves. The whole "I'm a wolf spirit and better than humans" thing gets pushed so much that it sounds like he continues to try and convince himself moreso than those around him. Everything he shows of himself leads me to feel like he would like to believe he is in the role of the wolves, but actually believes he deserves to be in the role of the human victim in that picture.... which would make sense if the culprit is clinical depression.


Depression could be the root, and that would make sense, but depression is also a symptom of so many things. It's actually a very controversial matter; do complex psychological issues lead to what appears as clinical depression, or is organic/biochemical disease creating a psychic state that leads to complex psyhological issues.
From what I read, it seem that many experts believe that both these 'sides' exist, and most likely 'as one' ie. rather than being in a cause/effect situation.

So what I'm getting to is that I think somebody like EbonLupus prolly has a lifelong intermingling of depression and self hatred in which he has grown to project the idea of an ideal being upon wolves. One reason this is bad is that there is no such thing as an ideal being. At least outside of theology, and Donotsue, of course.

Anyway, my vote is he's not an enlightened wolf spirit.. just a poor schmoe in need of some Zoloft.


Sounds right. Tho he will need years of therapy as well. Might need some ECT also if all goes well with treatment and he stops projecting on wolves, realises what he really is hating, and realises what a sick pathetic fuck he is/has been. Thats often when it's self inflicted gunshot wound time.. Or theres alway CYD :)
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Posted: 11/23/2004 7:23:49 PM     Post subject:  

Or he could just go Freudian.. admit he hates his mother for potty training him and his father for stealing his mother's attention away from himself. That would make it all better. Har har har.

His fixation on wolves also leads me to think this is just some kind of self-induced attempt at escaping his own demons. I mean, why not bears, or badgers, or aardvarks, or red-faced cormorants? It's easy to hold wolves to some high esteem, both because of their role in Native American lore as well as the image of the unfairly maligned loner that is still part of some extended family (oooooh, the angst!). They're popularly unpopular.

Basically, he's not fixating on the realities of the animal... having its share of both positive and negative aspects (as any animal does (please refrain from going the route of "positive and negative is dualistic, human thinking")). Despite his having studied up on the species from any picture book readily available at Borders, he's fixating on the stereotyped aspects of wolves... the stuff that is slapped on T-shirts and Northsound CDs where they mix wolf howls, loon calls, and the sound of running water into the background of Moonlight Sonata played on a saxaphone. In some ways, his "relationship" with wolves is just a mentally unstable variant on some soccer mom buying up anything with a wolf on it from the Coldwater Creek catalog. He's just upped the ante a half-step to where wolves are still uber-cool in their stereotypical image, but now it's "realistic" because pee and poop have some kind of usefulness as a woodland message board system.
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Posted: 11/24/2004 7:21:54 PM     Post subject:  

Jamboody, could you contribute a few words about Mr Lupus for the CYD Celebrity Deathmatch?
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Posted: 11/25/2004 3:32:59 PM     Post subject:  

I looked at some of the discussion on him at the PoE, and wow. Just wow.

He wrote an essay on his former life as a wolf. Not only is he claiming to be a wolf, which is a powerful, highly-esteemed animal with a similar social structure to humans, but...

1. He's the alpha male.
2. He's black-furred.
3. He has a beautiful mate.
4. He gets killed in a trap set by humans...
5. ...who snigger gleefully at his demise.

Puh-leese. I'm hoping this guy is just fooling around, because otherwise he's as nutty as squirrel poop.
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Posted: 11/25/2004 5:41:32 PM     Post subject:  

And the really funny thing is...You can't get an erection if you're eaten alive since you lose blood too quickly, erections upon death like that are only associated with something like hanging not with massive blood loss. :roll:
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Posted: 11/25/2004 7:28:45 PM     Post subject:  

And the really funny thing is...You can't get an erection if you're eaten alive since you lose blood too quickly, erections upon death like that are only associated with something like hanging not with massive blood loss. :roll:


You know too goddamn much for your own good, english.
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Posted: 11/25/2004 8:45:09 PM     Post subject:  

Maybe he's bipolar or even schizophrenic. Hell, he probably has DID. It would certainly help explain his state of mind. I can see him cutting himself "to ease the pain" or something like that.
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Posted: 11/26/2004 12:02:02 AM     Post subject:  

Okay, after all this amature psychoanalysis we come to the conclusion that can be summed up in one sentence in a way that Mike Hirtes would.

"He's batshit insane."

I mourn for the innocent electrons sensely wasted in this exercise of boredom.

We need to see the return of CF for real material.
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Posted: 11/26/2004 12:31:41 AM     Post subject:  

And the really funny thing is...You can't get an erection if you're eaten alive since you lose blood too quickly, erections upon death like that are only associated with something like hanging not with massive blood loss. :roll:


You know too goddamn much for your own good, english.


The human body is kinda fascinating and I'm a slightly morbid person :P
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Posted: 11/26/2004 5:19:26 AM     Post subject:  

I mourn for the innocent electrons sensely wasted in this exercise of boredom.

We need to see the return of CF for real material.

Hey kids, it's just like having him in the room with you! Play this at the end of each thread for that real, live Wayd Wolf feel!

Incidentally, if you point out the cad that held the gun to your head and forced you to read to this point, just let us know and we will have him flogged as an example to all.
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Posted: 11/26/2004 7:39:34 AM     Post subject:  

Hug me Wayde.

HUG ME NICE!
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